For some dumb reason,
I can't seem to go onto Livejournal.
Hence back to blogger for now only.

I'm in this very thoughtful mode right now.
Guess it won't die to share it out here with......?
Okay, never mind.

I am totally missing the way when you told me
"Don't push me away."

All my life,
as I pushed my boyfriend away...
All I got was a fustrated tone.
Asking me what's my problem, why do I keep pushing them away.
Before I know it, the both of us got pissed at each other and refuse to talk.

But that fateful night.
when you told me in the most gentle way not to push you away.
I surrendered.
It's like for a mintue as much strangers as we were...
It felt like you understood me and what I needed.

One step at a time.
That was what we shared in common.
We'll go where ever the river brings us to.

Its been a long time since so many things.
Really.
It sucks to be me.
I think everybody will make such a statement in their life somewhere somehow.

Loves,
Meiyun

Ran @ 12:18 PM