YOU MAKE ME SICK. (guess who!)

From young, we were taught to ask questions when we we didn't understand something.
Like why birds can fly.
Why the ocean is blue.
Why is moon only up at night.

But as we grow up.
I come to realize.
We can't get all the answers to all the questions we want.
Which result in this statement.
"I simply do not understand"

Not everyone is going to tell you the truth.
Some people decide that keeping you in the dark would be the best for you.
Some choose to lie for their own personal benefit.
And the others just pretend to be oblivious to everything and say that they don't know a single thing.

Moments like these...
Set me thinking.
"I wish I know it all. I wish I had answers for everything."
And then maybe life would be much more straightforward.
And I wouldn't have to scratch my brains so much.
Which results to a huge loss of brain cells.

dear friend, I'm thinking of you so much lately.
and I wonder if you do.
because i suddenly thought of the trouble we once created together.

Playing mind games isn't my forte anymore.
I'm getting tired of guessing this and that.
Tired of having people explain the truth to me,
and choosing to tell them that I still don't understand even after all the explaination given to me.
Like a child being fed on a golden spoon but refuses to eat it all up.

I don't expect anyone to actually understand what is going through my mind as I share my thoughts over here at this space.
Nothing serious happening.
Just a random post which led to some random thoughts.

And if there is any painful lessons I have learnt lately...
It would be to be careful of what kind of promises one makes.
I learn it the hard way.
I learn it tough.
So so unbelievable.

With love,
Meiyun.

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