Happy 20^th!

Dear good friend,

Finally 20 already ah.

Older by another year.

Thanks for always listening to me when I needed an extra ear

To complain about my schoolwork, stress and other random stuff.

I’m glad to have such a good friend like you.

Hope you enjoyed today!

I went to school for around 1 hour today.

Then I headed back home for a rest.

Then driving lesson at 4.30PM.

And finally Nelson’s 20^th birthday celebration at Manhattan’s Fish Market at Pasir Ris.

And he got whip cream on his face by the manager of the restaurant.

HOW HILARIOUS!

The manager was really friendly.

I LIKE!

Happiness.

Alighted at Tampines instead.

And took 65 home.

Tampines will always remain a place so familiar in my heart.

Went to the park at the back of my block.

And stone-d there for approximately 30 minutes.

Took the lift up and stone-d at the staircase landing for another 10 minutes.

I could have stayed longer at both places.

But what was the point?

All my thinking ended up with no conclusion.

NOTHING.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone could see the unhappiness in me.

As much as I try not to show.

Isn’t it suppose to be obvious?

Tonight was a night when I didn’t know who I could turn too.

Is everybody too absorbed in their own world?

Or is it me that is too absorbed in my own misery, too absorbed in my own world?

Maybe everyone including me is too caught up.

In our world filled with happiness, sadness, stress, anger and so much more.

I’m tired.

Feeling horrible-ly sick.

My eyes are tired too.

I’m going off to bed.

Goodnight world.

I’m going to drown myself in my sleep?!

<3 meiyun

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